illexotic - Alone Lyrics

Captivated in the words
You use to control
I could never have imagined
This is how things would go
Your words whispered softly
And I gave into the echoes
The feelings were fleeting
Just a moment of incredible
And I don't even know
Why you feel
The need to be in control
You were always perfect in my eyes
And I was just your fool

The words that you're sayin
They differ from the things you show
You say that you're here
When you're trying to go
And I don't even know
How to be alone
How to be alone
No, I don't even know
How to be alone
How to be alone

I am breaking on the inside
Ravaged to my core
I've been left so many times
Just can't handle it anymore
My skin grows brittle
My mind the same
You still have my heart
And I the pain
Can't fathom being alone
While keeping myself sane
But there's no end in sight
To the sweet things you say
And I don't even know
How to let go
Of dreams from before
Oh no
I have loved you for so long
Now it's time to move on

The words that you're saying
They differ from the things you show
You say that you're here
When you're trying to go
And I don't even know
How to be alone
How to be alone
I don't even know
How to be alone
How to be alone

Maybe this time
I could be your light
Maybe this time
You don't have to hide
Maybe this time
We can be alright
Maybe this time
You could see the light
Maybe this time
You could see me fly
Maybe this time
I could be alright
Maybe this time
I could leave your side
Maybe this time

The words that you're sayin'
They differ from the things you show
You say that you're here
When you're trying to go
And I don't even know
How to be alone
How to be alone
I don't even know
How to be alone
How to be alone

No I don't even know
I don't even know
No I don't even know
Oh I don't even know