I'm Otus - Shine to Fall Lyrics

Once I have everything together
I lose my way and fall downhill
I'll have to help myself climb out of this hole
Because I know no one else will
If there's a perfect world around us
Then why is there not inch where I belong
I'm so sick of this isolated feeling
I keep constantly hearing
I'm always wrong
I'm leaving it all
I've been spending all my time
Sending letters to the moon
I'll watch them soar into the open air
The stars can take them away from here
And if nobody replies
I'll be alright
I'm tired of constantly running
Without a stable ground below
Well I'll run myself to the top of a mountain
So no one sees where I go
And I'll make it my home
I've Been spending all my time
Sending letters to the moon
I spent too long leaning on someone else
I need to love myself
'Cause now if nobody replies
I'll be alright
No I don't wanna come home again
'Cause I lose my confidence to closed doors
I'll control my life without your dominance
Always kicking me down onto the floor
Nothing feels better than this light
Oh because this light is just for me
I've Been spending all my time
Sending letters to the moon
Maybe it's okay to lean on someone else
Every now and then when I need help
'Cause now that somebody's replied
I'll be alright