Jack Video (MV)

I've been wanting to die drown my sadness in these drugs
I just really need a hug But all I got is the shadows
I've been wanting to die drown my sadness in these drugs
I just really need a hug But all I got is the shadows
They talk and they want me to die
I've been wanting to die drown my sadness in these drugs
I just really need a hug But all I got is the shadows
They talk and they want me to die
I've been wanting to die drown my sadness in these drugs
I just really need a hug But all I got is the shadows
They talk and they want me to die
Cover up them scars Don't cut too harsh
You a terrible human being Cover up that face
Put a smile on Just listen to me
The voices need to shut up in my head Cause they claim my life instead
Harm this don't think Keep your head straight, don't blink
All the spiders climb around my room This is my doom
Laying in the coffin, eyes wide open Suffocating, can't breathe
Thank God I'm about to die All the rights I've done
But they're counting my wrongs Bridge looking like a nice spot
Smoke a spliff Then we jump, body falling down
Thoughts rushing to my brain Wish I could go up but nothing to grasp
Tears are falling with me I'm about to make a splash
Open my eyes, what do I see? Paramedics surrounding me
See the light and the whisper in my ear Tell me it's not time, go home
Call your mom on that phone and tell her you love her I just wanted to die
God, why can't you give me that wish? Helping other people
But you don't do shit for me
For me
I've been wanting to die Drown my sadness in these drugs
I just really need a hug But all I got is the shadows
They talk and they want me to die