Take a Sip, Pt. 2 Video (MV)

Hit it!
Oh just numb my pain
Oh just numb my pain
Oh just mix my drink
Just whatever I don't wanna feel shit
That's cocaine and heron
Xanax and prozac
SSRI's
Prescribe it
I take that
Uppers and downers
They all do the same
Escaping this world
Escape all the pain
You think this is cool til someone has died
Screaming "too soon"
Asking God why
Now I rather grab the blade
Make sure its a ten
Aiming for the arm
Proximal to the head
A vertical incision
Medial on the humerus
Deep lac to the epicondyle
Brachial is bleeding and then
It doesnt stop there
Dont forget about the note
It doesnt stop there
Don't forget the funeral
I see my little girl
Coming to my tombstone
Wondering why her daddy
Decided to kill himself

Oh just numb my pain
Oh just numb my pain
Just just
Oh just numb my pain
Oh just numb my pain
Wanna feel high like novacane
Oh just numb my pain
Oh just numb my pain
Just just
Oh just numb my pain
Oh just numb my pain
Wanna feel high like aeroplanes

I rather be drunk
I rather be lit
I rather be dead
Then feel this shit
Cause one day I'm hype
Another I'm down
And sometimes I'm sideways
Till I hit the ground
This shit's no joke
Just cause I'm smilin'
Laughing it off
Low-key feels like I'm dying
And slowly
Just wondering how it'll goes
Dead by bullets
Or overdose
Who knows ?
Cause some days I feel like shit
Writing suicides in the form of music
Don't do it!
I already convince myself
When I finish this
Not to pull the trigger
Cause it'll be what? kinda stupid?
Thats what they preach all the time
Life is valuable it'll be waste if I die
Well value is perception and what I been perceiving
Ill be a lot less stressed
If I wasn't breathing (Living)
Hit it!
Hit it!
Hit it!
Hit it!
Hit it!
Hit it!
Hit it!
Oh just numb my pain
Oh just numb my pain
Just just
Oh just numb my pain
Oh just numb my pain
Wanna feel high like novacane
Oh just numb my pain
Oh just numb my pain
Just just
Oh just numb my pain
Oh just numb my pain
Wanna feel high like aeroplanes