Inadequate - Easier Lyrics

It might be easier that way
If I never had to see your face
If I could pretend we never met
Maybe then I'd feel okay
But how can I act like you're a stranger?
If you were the only one who knew me
I live in a city full of people, but I am alone
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
I know it's been a minute since we last spoke
Been every type of bitter this year
There's something sentimental 'bout the thought of it all
But your tears are all I hear
I wish I loved you better
I wish I could have been there
I wish we never met so maybe then I wouldn't see you everywhere
But you're so independent, you're no one but yourself
I don't know how you do it inhibition for my guilt too of course
I madе a mistake
Pushed you away, so I grievеd your loss
Killed every single memory, killed every thought
Killed everything, because..
It might be easier that way
If I never had to see your face
If I could pretend we never met
Maybe then I'd feel okay
But how can I act like you're a stranger?
If you were the only one who knew me
I live in a city full of people, but I am alone
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh