Sick of Myself Video (MV)

Sometimes I get sick of myself
I wanna put my mind on a shelf
Put my body in storage
Just ignore it
Sometimes I get sick of myself

The other day when I took a shower
I saw the water fall, and glowered
That I gotta do this
That I gotta think it
I wanna take my consciousness and sink it
It's menial, trivial
It's helpful, and takes no toll
But the acknowledgement of anything
Has lost its ring

Sometimes I get sick of myself
I wanna put my mind on a shelf
Put my body in storage
Just ignore it
Sometimes I get sick of myself

Looking in the mirror at what I'd rather not see clearer
I get quite a distaste for my face
It's not that I'm not handsome
I don't think I'm bad looking
But there's some neglect I've left cooking
And looking in my eyes, there's no disguise
I've got contempt dripping down to my thighs

Sometimes I get sick of myself
I wanna put my mind on a shelf
Put my body in storage
Just ignore it
Sometimes I get sick of myself

Sometimes I, I get sick
Oh get sick of myself
Oh get sick of myself
Oh get sick of myself
I, I get sick
Oh get sick of myself
Oh get sick of myself
Oh get sick of myself!

Sometimes I get sick of myself
Yeah, I wanna put my mind on a shelf
Put my body in storage
Just ignore it
Sometimes I get sick of myself

But I just need a reminder
To myself I must be kinder
That's the kind of self love that is free
Be kinder by doing better
Reminder: keep yourself together
It's good to love myself, but conditionally

I'll try not to get sick of myself
My mind could use some polish and help
I'll get a massage
And just take a pause
Say: I need to do right by myself