I'll push it down
Start losing count
Of every day, feel so nauseated
You tell me how
And you'll talk me out
Of everything I say, overrated
I've spent all this time falling apart
I'm down with a smile
I've perfected the art
Perfected the art
I hope you know
When I'm gone
Just write me off
For wanting this feeling
It can't be enough
Because what I want
Isn't what you need
Or what you wanted from me
Am I good
It keeps building up
From what I've done
I hate when I overwhelm
Myself inside
Ask the question why I'm here
You disappear
I mask my emotion
Not another word spoken
You're over me
You're over me
Once again
I just can't
Win
And you don't understand
When I'm gone
Just write me off
For wanting this feeling
It can't be enough
Because what I want
Isn't what you need
Or what you wanted from me
Just write me off for
Wanting this feeling
The feeling was never enough
It's not what you wanted
It's not what I needed
A feeling, it's never enough