Shock Therapy Video (MV)

I am a slave to my memory
Don't waste your time f*cking telling me
Move on, forget, don't dwell on the past
If I don't find a way out, I don't know how I'll f*cking last
Every day is the same
Not like a day went by
Since I had made a mistake
It's all running together
Like a number of drugs running through the same vein
My obsession is driving me insane
My dreams are becoming my reality
All the nightmares are hitting so hard
It's been days since I had a single night of rest
Without thinking of the pain in my past
All the pain that I've caused myself is coming back to me
Every time a shred of memory is brought back to life
I just want to forget. I just want to forget
I just want to forget. I just want to forget
I'll give up everything if I could just forget what I've done
I'm f*cking done. Motherf*cker I'm done
Repeat, repeat, gimme shock therapy
I need a way out of my misery
Give me, give me, f*cking shock therapy
I cannot take anymore, take it all away
There's no relief. Not a moment of peace
Just the voices that haunt me
There's no way to mend my mistakes
When they're always standing right in front of me
There's no relief. Not a moment of peace
Just the voices that haunt me
There's no way to mend my mistakes
When they're always standing right in front of me
Why can't I move on? Why can't I fight for myself?
Why can't I forgive and forget just like everybody else?
I just want this to be done
Even if it means I will forget f*cking everyone
Forget f*cking everyone
Repeat, repeat, gimme shock therapy
I need a way out of my misery
Give me, give me, f*cking shock therapy
I cannot take anymore, take it all away
Repeat, repeat, gimme shock therapy
Give me, give me, f*cking shock therapy
Repeat, repeat, gimme shock therapy
Give me, give me, f*cking shock therapy
Motherf*cker take it away