Trying to learn to appreciate
And learn to carry all this weight
Not gonna say that I'm doing great
I'm just letting go of all this hate
Learning to let go of our past
So much time has f*cking passed
But I could never make it f*cking last
Cause we're white and black in contrast
Lately life's been pretty weird
Ever since you reappeared
Our grudge was finally cleared
But just like last time, you disappeared
Deep dark thoughts, yeah, I'm feeling lost
The line has been f*cking crossed
And you're wanting attention at any cost
Cause you're a cold blooded mother f*cker
Can you stand the sight of your own shadow
Can you stand to see yourself in the mirror
You've let your thoughts go hollow
You've let your head go shallow
Cold blooded mother f*cker
There's no more chances
Under any circumstances
This shit is over today
Stay the f*ck away
There's nothing left for you to say
Can't change my mind, no way
You do the same shit, always
Why'd I give you my trust yet again
Was an alright idea in my brain
My attempts were just too vain
And now I'm left with all this pain
Awaiting better days, hoping, barely coping
And I'm repeating the phrase
"Abrase, set our past ablaze"
And I guess we were just a phase
And you left me in a f*cking craze
You were the queen
I was the pawn
But f*ck this shit
I'm moving on
Speak your mind
You're not so kind
I was f*cking blind
You left me behind
How can you stand the sight of your own shadow
How can you stand to see yourself in the mirror
When you've let your thoughts go hollow
When your head's gone f*cking shallow
Cold blooded mother f*cker
There's no more chances
Under any circumstances
This shit is over today
Stay the f*ck away
There's nothing left for you to say
Can't change my mind, no way
You do the same shit, always
I'm sure I'm better off
When you hear this you'll scoff
I'm just another number in your pocket
You'll always remain toxic
You always look for a way in
Even though you're always gonna want a way out
I'm sure your face has a f*cking grin
When you're listening to this right now to see how I've been
I don't know why I ever let you f*cking in
But you know what
I hope all of this shit gets right under your f*cking skin
Cold blooded mother f*cker
There's no more chances
Under any circumstances
This shit is over today
Stay the f*ck away
There's nothing left for you to say
Can't change my mind, no way
You do the same shit, always