Ireq Savage - Locked Dreams Lyrics

Why would I want to live longer when this life has so much bullshit to carry on with
An after life, with a second chance
I live wrong but still repent to be a better man
Who am I kidding
People are crazy
Good friends that claim to be with me when I was down
That was in the past
Those same friends aren't around
Follow the natural order
When you die you'll go into natures order
Still alive in the earth you survive
Your energy revives
I look back
Still having this nagging feeling
Badder than what it seemed
My mindset got stuck on bad things
I misdirect blame to anyone that
Would deam me worthy of something higher
Who am I
But just another living being