Fucked Up Video (MV)

Life's been f*cked up lately you wouldn't understand
So stressed out why you think there's shaking in my hand
Gotta get my money up and give my dad a grand
Never beat around the bush cause I'm following my plan

Lately I been writing down my thoughts
Last night I had a dream and saw myself outlined in chalk
I sit down and give myself a talk
Life's hard when you find yourself in a war

I ain't got nothing left
I put that pain in words through a pen
I want to be young again, climb a tree build a den
Old school friends I think who am I when I look at them

I shown them 'nough love
You did it to yourself that's tough luck
Do they think the same about me I wonder
I need to do something with my life In a little while we'll all be 6 feet under

I've been standing on what feels like a frozen pond
Lately I been writing down my wrongs but papers what I'm writing on
Searching in my Brain for the place that I belong

Life's been f*cked up lately you wouldn't understand
So stressed out, why you think there's shaking in my hand
Gotta get my money up and give my dad a grand
Never beat around the bush cause I'm following my plan

I sit down and watch the waves crashing
And can't help but see myself out there splashing
Life used to be fun now all I hear is get the cash in
Sometimes I sit wide awake in my bed turning and thrashing
I used to write my pain down and that turned into rapping
Mates in school, now I think what the f*ck happened

We were in the same lessons but I was in a different class
Put my pain in a sentence you can feel it when I'm spitting bars
Loud in my motor you can smell it when I've driven past
Ashing on my zoot while I'm gripsing on her arse

Life's been f*cked up lately you wouldn't understand
So stressed out, why you think there's shaking in my hand
Gotta get my money up and give my dad a grand
Never beat around the bush cause I'm following my plan