I changed my mind on a Tuesday in Richmond
I fell apart in the car
Ignored my gut til it tore up my organs
Denial only gets you so far
Nobody tells you you'll feel like a baby
When you end up choosing yourself
He called me selfish, I called him a bully
And that was the end
I'll see him in hell
(I'll see him in hell)
I ground my axes on all of the memories
Let his echo push me around
He probably moved to somewhere sunny
And tore some other girls down
When I walked away, it didn't feel like a jail break
Just felt like I'd moved cells
He said he was sorry that I felt that way
And that was the end
I'll see him in hell
(I'll see him in hell)
Sometimes I wonder if he remembers my name at all
I guess I'm surprised by how little it mattered
That none of it was ever my fault
When I look back now, I absolve myself
Of a guilt I never should have carried
He called me selfish, I called him a bully
It was never about me
I'll see him in hell
(I'll see that f*cker in hell)