I think I'm rotting from the outside in
I keep on sucking down oxygen
This is gonna hurt, it's a sickly burn in my stomach
I'm nauseous again
You're new til you're not
You're the name in the bedpost until you're a notch
And it's cool, I just thought
Maybe I could be the one for once
But not a big deal
Gonna be fine, I know
Nobody's fault, nobody's funeral
I can't place blame, I can't point fingers
It's all fun and games til the feelings fissure
It's just another end
I'll forgive one more time, I'll forgive again
God, I feel small and god, I feel passive
Tell myself I'll snap back elastic
Wrong person, wrong time
Read between the lines
I'm falling back on survival tactics
You're new til you're old
And everything's warm until it goes cold
It's cool, I just hoped
Maybe this time wouldn't go up in smoke
But not a big deal
Gonna be fine, I know
Nobody's fault, nobody's funeral
I can't place blame, I can't point fingers
It's all fun and games til the feelings fissure
It's just another end
I'll forgive one more time, I'll forgive again
Whenever I pray that I'll be the exception
I find I'm the pattern, what an awkward confession
I sit like a statue in the car on the way home
I walk through the doorway alone
But not a big deal
Gonna be fine, I know
Nobody's fault and nobody's funeral
I can't place blame, I can't point fingers
It's all fun and games til the feelings fissure
It's just another end
It's just another end
I'll forgive one more time, I'll forgive again