Isaiah Christopher - Tea Time Lyrics

Once you fall in love that love never leaves
But I can't believe that things weren't meant to be
It all started with me and I think that hurts the most
I know exactly what I did but I left you with a choice
I know I f*cked up and now I'm left with regret
I know your heart is something you just wanna protect
My love is genuine my love is so pure
I was ten toes down I was so sure
I ain't realize you was backing out The way that you talking now you made me feel like no matter you'd always stick around
But I was wrong you sang a different song
Now I'm somewhere i don't belong
But You moved on I feel I don't deserve this
I must have a red nose cause this shit became a circus
Reminded of my faults daily
The rage was building and stirring overtime it had me feeling crazy
Logic says leave emotion makes me stay she pushin away
I'm the plaintiff so working Im pleading my case
Askin' questions but she keeps pleading the fifth
I ask for alibys but they don't seem to legit
Takin recess the case ain't closed
I can't give up cause I left my heart exposed
She pullin on them strings I can't seem to quit
Maybe by her actions she tryna givin' a hint
I don't pay attention and I hang on every word
Her actions said different but I had to be sure
I left myself open
I let my heart decide
Knowing in my mind the signs were in front my eyes
The feeling of opening up just to get closed off
You used to have so much to say and now you got lock jaw
You don't talk you just put me on hold
You say you love me but you feeling so cold
Can't believe I thought of marriage kids too
Just to have it thrown away after what we've done been through
I've never had love hit me so hard before
But The pain from the hit of you leaving hurt a lot more
They don't listen
I tell you they don't listen
It's going through there ears but They don't pay attention
You give your all and all ask is for forgiveness
And this is it how it ended and this is how we finish
I don't understand it
It don't make no sense
After everything and this is really it
Can't believe it
After everything
It's crazy
But Life is all about progression right gotta keep it moving
After everything you just left me speechless
Everything ended and I ain't even get a reason
I let that one mistake be the death of me
You cant run the reaper cause death is his main specialty
It seems it meant to happen
It seems the curtains are closed but I don't hear no clapping
It seems like there's more chapters like there's more to story
I'm overthinking but I know For sure that I'll be good when wake up in the morning
I don't know
I tell you I don't know
Confused on what to do should or should I go
But the chapters over and I need to turn that page
I need to stop rewinding and just let my movie play