Look
My friends had tried to warn me from the start (uh)
"Focus on yourself and making money off your art"
But I brushed it off I couldn't tell the two apart
Was I giving you my time or was I giving you my heart?
But it's too soon much too soon to be exact investing all these feelings and I'm getting too attached
Watched you let go now
Felt like I was drowning off the back
Of the boat you didn't row
Told me that you wanna go
Felt like I'm destined to fail
But you know I wish you well
For real
Okay
Now circle back around the springtime
This time I had my shit sorted out everything felt fine
But my intentions just weren't right
And the timing was just wrong
And I'd hate to be with you but I'd hate to be alone
Got myself involved too many situations to count
They were all lose-lose and I know that I did it all to myself
I know I f*cked up and you know that I got caught up in lies
I just hope you feel the same 'cus it gets better with time
You know I wish you well
I'm serious
Look
I'm eighteen I'm finally grown now
I know what love is I mean more than last time I got control now
No more mistakes for me please that was the old me
I'd never let feelings control me
But then I slipped up
I didn't know your situation
Didn't think that this was real
But I promise if I knew I wouldn't feel the things I feel
And that's not for your sake could give a f*ck about the deals that you made me
You probably thought this shit would break me
Always talking reckless but never once did you come and face me
I cut it off
And I'm sorry 'bout how it ended
I wish we could still be friends
Maybe one day but for now
You know that it should end
I wish you well
Even though you don't wish me well