Isaiah Joseph - I Get Jaded Lyrics

I'm up in Church questioning my identity
I get so complicated
Sometimes I get real jaded
I don't know why I run from you
But then you show me patience
Seeing pretty women
But I'm lusting with my eyes
Lord show me your face I don't wanna look at mine
Forgetting who I am but I'm with you all the time
Grace Lord you show me grace
I'm walking by that faith
Had to put the porn addiction down that stuff so fake
Masturbation boy I was dead now I'm awake
Was going out to parties smoking weed and getting laid
He broke me out them shackles man I gotta give Him praise
It's all you
Let that dark come to light
Man this ain't nun new
Exposing my old man because he was acting like a fool
Praying for them youngins that be idolizing tools
Where your momma at?
Where your daddy at?
You just wanna make them proud
"Sip some of that drank"
"Tell that weed to calm you down"
Exposing pains
I know that Jesus Christ He wears the crown
I get so complicated
Sometimes I get real jaded
I don't know why I run from you
But then you show me patience