Got me playing tug of war with myself
Ain't nobody can help me now
Tug of war with myself
Push pull push pull
One side of me like
All you gotta do is just wait
Other side said
F*ck all that we settin it straight
Left brain
They don't know that she put her hands on you
Right brain
If you don't speak your piece they might cancel you
My highest self said
I know they gon see in due time
Then my lower self said
If you don't speak up how they gon see who lyin?
I know
This is just a test I know God is real
But still
I can't help but think how my mama feel
Got me playing tug of war with myself
Ain't nobody can help me now
Tug of war with myself
Push pull push pull
Guess this the way you handle rejection
Where's the lie detector tests and confession?
It's funny you don't keep nobody for long
Cuz you probably scared they'll see who you are
Last time that we spoke you apologized
Months later formed an army to weaponize
God is watching so just sit back and pray
I just hope you see before it's too late
Got me playing tug of war with myself
Ain't nobody can help me now
Got me playin tug of war with myself
Push pull push pull
I don't know
Nor do I care
What you think of me
And where I am in your mind
You've got no spine