Feel the Pain Video (MV)

I feel the pain
Ricochet
From my brain
All these thoughts
Hold my hand
Thru the flame's
Let me guide you again
I'm ashamed
Can't explain
Take the blame
For my ways
Tryna maintain
What do I gain from this
Close my eyes
Realize
If I let myself go
Only lord knows
How to reel me in
Put aside
All my pride
I can't let
My spirit die
I won't hide
In the shadows
Gotta face my sins
Anxiety
Creepin on me
My mind
Playing tricks on me
I'm kicking s***
With the homies
You ain't got
Nothing for me
Moms was out in canarsie
With my brother
My aunty
Kept me safe In apartment
With her five other youngings
Eating saltfish and dumpling
Grew up three blocks from junction
Herkimer streets dysfunction
Feel like this place is sunken
Murder rates and corruption
Help me get through this suffering
Still my conscious recovering
Help me get through this
Lord please
I been searching
Hard for some answers
I been fighting demons
So long
They start to catch up
Please
Cleanse my soul whole
I'm living backwards
Help me move forward
I'm done re reading
These chapters
Please
I been searching
Hard for some answers
I been fighting demons
So long
They start to catch up
Please
Cleanse my soul whole
I'm living backwards
Help me move forward
I'm done re reading
These chapters
I feel the pain
Ricochet
From my brain
All these thoughts
Hold my hand
Thru the flame's
Let me guide you again
I'm ashamed
Can't explain
Take the blame
For my ways
Tryna maintain
What do I gain from this
Close my eyes
Realize
If I let myself go
Only lord knows
How to reel me in
Put aside
All my pride
I can't let
My spirit die
I won't hide
In the shadows
Gotta face my sins
A slave to my thoughts
All the s*** that i was taught
Blinded by it all
All the s*** that i done bought
Thought that i was smart
In reality i was lost
Lets get back to the music
Time focus on the art
I don't say a word if it ain't
Coming from the heart
I do this for the elders
All the people that done fought
Sipping makers mark and
I'm ready to make my mark
Ready, set, go
Ain't got time to tip toe no
Fatherless child
We ain't talk in a while
But when we get the chance
Its really like we walking a mile
Really sorry that you couldn't
See me walk down the aisle and
Every time i hear your
Voice i cant help it but smile
Every time the call drop
I wish i could just redial
I still remember that day
They found you guilty in trial
That's why i rap about you alot
Because it's making you proud
I still dream about that day
Of them freeing you out
I feel the pain
Ricochet
From my brain
All these thoughts
Hold my hand
Thru the flame's
Let me guide you again
I'm ashamed
Can't explain
Take the blame
For my ways
Tryna maintain
What do I gain from this
Close my eyes
Realize
If I let myself go
Only lord knows
How to reel me in
Put aside
All my pride
I can't let
My spirit die
I won't hide
In the shadows
Gotta face my sins
Yeah
I gotta face em
I been running away
For so long
My mind keep racing
Protect me from the evil
Idk who's real or faking
Save the king and queens
I feel like our crowns are breaking
Lord
I gotta face em
I been running away
For so long
My mind keep racing
Protect me from the evil
Idk who's real or faking
Save the king and queens
I feel like our crowns are breaking