I was a youngster until I got it all
Big crib big steps new drip and I ball
Like Curry on the court, with a dream and a gyal
But lemme tell you
Imma dirty kid from the trenches
Flippin' figures while the city slumbers
Never runnin' out of numbers
Underground king, doin anything and everything imma hunter
Wonder if my neighbors wonder
23 with big house and lotta blue
Living my dream ain't got time to snooze
Told my wife I'd be home soon but I'm lying
Yes I'm married but my mind on someone else
Yeah I'm trying
Fighting my thoughts cuz f*ck that bitch even if shes dying
Battling demons daily, ain't no mercy imma lion
Wrestling with my shadows everyday I'm not dying
I'm getting punished for my past
Out in the field, everything moving fast
I'm Stuck on a old bitch
Now I'm with a new bitch
Yeah I got the money but I lost a lotta old shit
Living lavish, but the past feels like cold spit
Sipping on success, still memories hit like old bricks
Oh man
I'm sick of being sick man I'm hanging with some killers
Ain't trynna hear nun they realer than you pussy ass niggas
On my life, they some drillers, fam
If I say
Sweep the block they sweep it quicker than a janitor
F*ck they talking about saying ain't doing good
Bitch I made excuses to run away from you
Now you talking shit like its nothing new
Your husband said I owe him phone bills but you owe me way more I wouldn't say nun if yall didn't open that door but f*ck yall
Ain't no love for the nigga
Family gave up on that nigga
His bitch gave up on that nigga
Now his finger on the trigger
But then remember that god the greatest ever
Pray to allah man
Yeah he sining but hoping for sum mercy cuz god has his plans
Why should he worry about his problems
When kids dying out in palestine
MFS love to say what they want not what to do
F*ck that DJ khaled bitch, quite on his people he is fool
Working so hard so I can pull up inna bently coupe
Spit on all my haters and tell em its all because of you
How she saying I don't see future with you
Make her regret leavin me
When I cop a mansion near the beach
Place she can't reach
Only see me winning
Crying in her bed near her lame ass nigga saying what did I lose
Everywhere echoes of my voice, all she hears me saying bitch I got them blues
Bitch I got them blues
Bitch I got them blues
Everything you say I do
Even if I lose I don't lose
Wanna come back I refuse
Between you and my peace
You know what I choose
Made out the dirt yeah I'm smooth
Rollie on my wrist and a suit
Realest you can see you can do ask my crew
The difference between us is huge
Baby that's sad truth