I lie awake tonight
Wishing of things I can change
I try to convince myself
But it's all so strange
Is it me, or is it you
Do I try, or are we through
So long we've shared just to walk away
But so much hurt, to want to say
Why do we do this to hurt the other more
Only to watch one walk right out the door
I love you so much, yet I push you to the point of breaking
But why do you play with my heart, and never stop taking
Is this the end or a new beginning
Only one can guide me but when my head is spinning
Don't push, don't try
Don't stress, don't cry
That is what plays over and over in my head
As I try to close my eyes and go to bed
Amanda
She said that she can't take no more then turn around and take some more
You probably with this nigga right now
I heard them lies come out your mouth
Who the f*ck was that about
What the f*ck can't you let go
And apparently not me 'cause bitch I ain't no come and go
'Cause your heart's been ripped apart, and torn apart, and shred to pieces
I'm you the reasons to f*ck around leave me
But I ain't give no reason for your ass to be out cheating
But you broke my heart like shattered glasses
Sweep me up like I'm some ashes
F*ck it, I'm collapsing
This is so passive
I might need an assassin to kill all this pain
I feel that shit in my brain
'Cause this is love on the brain
Bitch, you made me this way
Bitch, you made me this way
They tried to slow us down no matter how far we got
And you would mess it up, no matter how hard we fought
Why
Niggas I-
Niggas I-
Niggas I can't stand it
She having some confusion
She can't understand
I said I had a bigger view so I had to go and expand it
I got my hands tied
F*ck it, man, down
Like it's shackles on my feet
Don't close the gates lord I repeat
I don't cross the gates I meet
I could feel the heat
Its too late
Man this shit so incomplete
Can't tell my mama what I seen
This ain't no dream, this shit so real
This shit reality, I can't believe what I just seen
I'm f*cked up in a dream, that shit make you scream
I'm f*cked up in the head, that shit made her scream