izef - wishing well (beggars illusion) Lyrics

Staring at the bottom of this well
I sit and I dwell
I'm down to my last penny
Dash it in f*ck it might aswell
Do wishes come true
I guess time will tell
I guess time will tell
You see I'm spilling my blues
Hoping that I prevail
Cus I'm not ready to lose
It's not an option to fail
My eyes are turning green
From jealousy of other rappers
Cus I wanna be sipping Hennessy
And making bangers
I want yellow on my teeth
And yellow on my plaques
Off-Whites on my feet
And a Tesla all black
I want music so hard
It blows doors off their hinges
I don't wanna be compared
Like apples and oranges
I wanna be the illest
No need for syringes
No shots I'm from London
Pierce your skin with four inches
So if you don't keep the silence
Then i'll resort to violence
Cus I don't bleed red bitch
I'm alien I bleed violet
But for now I gotta keep an eye on the timing
Cus all of that won't just happen today no
And it's ironic how I only wear black and white
Cus all of my dreams are filled with colour like a rainbow

Staring at the bottom of this well
I sit and I dwell
Waiting for my penny to splash
Maybe that penny gives me the chance that I need
Maybe that penny gives me a boost to my feet
Cus right now it seems every things out of my reach
I got a zoot in my hand
But it ain't doing no help
I get higher and higher
But I'm still stuck by myself
I get higher and higher
But like the bad kid my mind is grounded
I'm at the bottom the rock bottom
Yeah problems I got dozens
My hate blossoms
Into a wilted rose
But buttons I got em
And lifes pushing them loads
Feeling like I'm going down a slippery slope
Got me gripping the rope
Don't know where I'm gonna go
Maybe t.i.m.e. will show
Really feeling like I'm bout to lose it
I'm a slave to the system
So I gotta keep it moving
And so I tighten my cuffs
Put my headphones on
And just vibe to the music

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