I must live in this Fantasy world
Where things are perfect and you are the person of my dreams
I seen you there first
The deep spiritual connections to deep strokes when the wolves howl at the moon
This fantasy allows me to feel like there's something even when there's nothing
That connection just lives in me not you
My heart and my dream is kept up with and not dropped at the first sense of difficulty
I know you so well
The next one won't make it
Cause every time you close your eyes you'll see me naked
Mentally, emotionally and physically
My mind is what I stripped in hopes of a deep connection
In my Fantasy world my Infatuation switched the narrative written on love
The Idea of you seemed like the perfect love story
Is love questionable
Should real love be Hard
Am I hard to love
I'm so sorry past circumstances turned me sour
And my trust is down to nothing
So I question and nit pick in agony Pleading for you to not leave me
As I lay dreaming peacefully your still here
Looking from a distance at the life you coulda had
I'll wake up tomorrow praying for healing and more self love
I'll be alright
But its good to go back to my fantasy for a while
Infatuation