[Intro: Jetic]
Yeah, You been searching for the right type, Look
[Verse 1: Jetic]
Sitting here reminiscing, bout all of our conversations
Every time I flip it back, those days are so underrated
We would just talk awhile, then we have a walk around Mandeville
Stopping somewhere random, chill then we do it all again
You'd tell me that you think am cute and I would say your trolling
Both stuck inside our heads and I could swear that I was zoning
I was thinking to myself, that I really don't deserve you
Only want to see you happy cuz a couple dudes have hurt you
awkward conversations and we shared a couple secrets
What you asking for a pic? I would fill your phone with pictures
Still was far from perfect, I could see the bad within you
Which left me feeling foolish, for always tripping, falling for you, ughh
Guess it's really what I have and not what I can give
when I'm thinking bout it all, it even got me kinda sick
Or guess you been searching for the right guy to be truthful
Cuz I really can't say I love you, gotta prove it to you
Ain't want the attention, can we keep this on a low
But maybe I should tell you how this really should flow
Sniffing out my bad intentions, nothing really bad about them
There's a difference in what you want and what you need
This is how I think, this is how I move
But I'm still strung up thinking bout all of our feelings too
If there's really is a difference in what you want and what you need
Right now, to be real, all I need is you, that's true
[Hook 2X: Jetic]
Love is like a river, just watching it flow
Uncertain to the path, as you watching it go
Rocky on the course, just keep on moving
Through the highs and the lows, through the highs and the lows
[Verse 2: Jetic]
Fast Forward to the present, where everything's so distant
Always thought you was a blessing but you turned into a lesson
Always pull yourself away cuz you afraid of getting hurt
But I grew afraid too, damn forget do your worst
See the man in the mirror, really, really ain't perfect
Tryna avoid the controversy and the drama that surrounds this
Cuz lately I'm feeling used, like I am your puppet
When your feeding for attention, come to me because you get it
As a man that makes me feel violated
When your hoping for better days but know you never get it
From the eyes of the world, it been messing with my image
Missing pieces to a puzzle, you just want someone to chill with
Not a person who'll be real with you, tell the truth
Realize you been taking me for granted almost like it was a ego boost
Regardless how I felt, lets get inside your head
I had to turn the table on you, just to show you how I felt
And as a man, its painful to admit but I got feelings too
Ain't the type to show it but I'm really only human
Ain't want a part of this, so I simply pull away
And it wasn't really hard, just simply wanted some space
But why every time I walk away, you start to chase me back
Knowing jealousy been hitting you, I knew that for a fact
Know the moment that I found someone, the moment you'll be hurting
Swear that you are so complicated, Actions wasn't certain
Finally making up my mind, this the last time that I fall for you
Last time I put myself through this and it ruined my mood
Finally pull away cuz you really ain't the one
Our story finally ended but mine has just begun what
[Hook 2X: Jetic]
Love is like a river, just watching it flow
Uncertain to the path, as you watching it go
Rocky on the course, just keep on moving
Through the highs and the lows, through the highs and the lows
[Outro: Anord Sichinsambwe]
The river was still, we jumped and had a great swim
We went upstream and downstream together
Never wanted to let your hands go
Strong tides came and we stood resilient like ten thousand soldiers
But now you ran out of the river
The banks has overflowed, flooding my heart with dirty water
Pebbles hang on top of the river
The storm is over but the damage is evident
Our river has broken its bank
But I know I will form a new river
That will be longer than river Nile
[Thanks to tullochjy for adding these lyrics]