J2x - in my head Lyrics

I'm pourin' up drank, need to slow down
Think I know why he won't bring his hoe 'round
Tell me why he runnin' back, don't want none of that
Try to run up, and got blowed down
Sometimes I can't see when I'm off of these drugs
Somebody come give me the lowdown
And all you see was that flash
That glizzy red beam and then hear the pole sound
Sometimes I be up in my head its drivin' me crazy
I'm thinkin' I think too much
Right hand for the drank, left for the cup
I dive in the pink too much
And if it's a problem, I call up my boy
And he pull up and clean the bitch up
I don't play no games, I'm off of these drugs
My life in my hands, when I look in my cup
Too much of these shrooms, my vision be 2020
But for 24, seein' it clear
I been talkin' to God for a minute now
He been whisperin' up my ear
Open my eyes to the fake and the real
And the people that switch, but I really don't care
And I think it's funny that you come to me
But when I was down out, there was nobody there
Know that people switch up, but I really don't care
Bitch, you know I stay blowin' that pack in the air
And my brother keep thunder on him like a rainstorm
He gon' wet the bitch up anywhere
And no, I don't play by the rules
The motion I'm havin' my brother, I know it ain't fair
Twelve hundred for the jeans, I paid it in cash
I ripped 'em and bought a new pair
I'm tryna go see what's up
I'm tryna go see the word
Shawty said she never been places
I can show her the whole f*ckin' world
My pockets too deep, I got an addiction
To poppin' tags, buyin' diamonds and pearls
Bitch, I never sleep, my vv's, they flash
They dancin' around know they twinkle and twirl
They ask me if I'm gonna make it
Well, it's only one plan in this bitch
They sayin' they got me, so tell me why It feel like
I'm the only one that's plannin' this shit
Tryna pick off my plate
No, I can't get with it
Cause you can't even get a hand in this bitch
Why they ain't tell me we got a fan in this shit
And my brother, he brought the FN in this bitch
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
I'm tryna go roll a backwood
Man I'm tryna go to the sky, yeah
Bitch said that she wanna get higher
Tryna go talk to God
I wake up, put it on, bitch, I'm tryna get flyer
Boy you somethin' you not, yeah
And it is what it is
I can't be mad at the brokes and the lames
And the people that hate cause they live how they live
I remember when you wasn't around
Now you tryna get all up in the biz
Feel like I been missing, but then I got found
Now all these people, they tryna call me twiz
Bitch I got up, remember I was down
Ain't doin' handouts, I ain't takin' what's his
I'm on some whole different shit
I'm on a whole nother level
Bitch bad in the 2 seat
When I take off, watch me push the pedal
Big chrome, bro got iron on him
If you make him mad, then you meatin' metal
Bro got smoke for you if you want some
Drop 'em in a pot, put 'em in a kettle
I'm pourin' up drank, need to slow down
Thinnk I know why he won't bring his hoe 'round
Tell me why he runnin' back, don't want none of that
Try to run up, and got blowed down
Sometimes I can't see when I'm off these drugs
Somebody come give me the lowdown
And all you see was that flash
That glizzy red beam and then hear the pole sound