J4Y3l - M!nd Lyrics

Being honest I don't like who I am
Somehow sleighted with my pen
Feeling righteous I'm just writing down some sins
Always Stuck up in my head
Even Tired when I've slept
One Step closer to my death
Looking forward to that rest
Meet my maker
And place a bet
I'm the realest of us yet
That's the shit that I forget
Lightly flexing f*ck your set
I don't mean no disrespect
Kinda timid in sense
Slighting drifting and depressed
Really living Shit I'm stressed
Made decisions I regret
I Been holding on my breath
Time I get it off my chest
F*ck what your getting on a check
Im straight headed on a deck
I stay Dreading what is next
Kid is vexed nonetheless
I'm not impressed with the tech
Another world up I'm in my head
Twirling whirling shits a mess
Rollercoasting what is next
Loneliness but has some friends
This the shit i don't understand
I don't get it I'm confused
Been corrupted since a youth
There isn't shit that I can lose
So what the f*ck I got to prove man