J. Etienne - Night Blues, Pt. 2 Lyrics

Looking for a thread to pull
Hanging by a noose but God set me loose
Operating outside schedule
My own thoughts aren't credible
I should try an edible
But I don't like substances my reluctantness
Is because I'm prescribed just to keep me alive
Caught a dark thought and it broke into hives
Openness of heart I started pushing to the side

I'm disappearing in my head now
Paralyzed with my head down
Throwing caution to the wind
Hoping fortune makes it back around again
It doesn't matter what I do
It's never good enough for you
If dreams actually come true
Then we'll just have to stick together like glue
What is it that our world has come to?
IDK but let's figure it out like gumshoes
My dear Watson
You caught me in my study I was shadow boxing
I stay ready cuz the Shadow's watching
My every move and I'm at low options
But the fiery gates of hell won't free me
Because I'm saved by the holy three piece
The Father Son and the Holy Spirit crodie
But you don't know nothing 'bout that do you Brodie?
I was tryna turn nothing into something
Ex nihilo bumping at the function
I was watching all the krumpers get to krumping
Turned my sad face dumping into jumping
I find my music rings in the key of life
I have a purpose I just have to see it right
Even when I'm in the dark I see the light
It brings me comfort and fills me with delight