I been going through a lot of things lately
And I'm just tryna find my way up out the dark
Ya feel me
And I'll be damnned if imma let a hard time change me (Won't change me)
I'm tryna find my way up out the dark
I know you gotta feel me
Feel me (Feel me)
Feel me (Feel me)
I'm a new king in the city you probably never heard of me
But that don't worry me I'm getting currency
I hit the 65 north route
Left much clout
I came from mob town to Bham
Let's see what y'all bout
The magic city
Yeah y'all keep it litty
I'm seeking change like was fitty
Y'all wit me then let's get busy
I pay homage to our dear departed
We carry history that others started
I seek redemption for the broken hearted
And disenfranchised
I lived it all
I had the highest highs
And the lowest falls
But still the duty calls
I see a mess but you might see message
I see a test but you might blessing
It's all in your perspective
I seek enlightenment for all my people I I pray he keeps you safe from all the evil
I pray the moments when you're drowning in your sorrows it's your heart he speaks to
I'm at the Vulcan wit my hands stretched wide hoping this prayer reach you
I been going through a lot of things lately
And I'm just tryna find my way up out the dark
Ya feel me
And I'll be damnned if imma let a hard time change me (won't change me)
I'm tryna find my way up out the dark
I know you gotta feel me
Feel me (Feel me)
Feel me (Feel me)
We all have hard times
Rainy weather pouring snowy sunshine
Cold sleepless nights air mattress and clothes that wunt mine
Beenies and weeny dinners dial tones when I hit the landline
Mama slaving for pennies step daddy left us at bed time
Daddy said that I wunt his but i still turned out just fine
Shout out the homie Mike Reese tucked off doing Fed time
I pray you find peace and forgiveness brudda that's on God
I looked up to you my nigga when I found out man I bout cried
They told me bout what happened swear to God I wish that they lied
One moment and one decision that instant would change your whole life
But don't let it shake you
These moments were meant to make you
Them bars don't let em break you
Find purpose and stay faithful
Your life ain't it worthless
No matter the circumstance
Even in a jail cell
You still got second chance
I pray that you find it
Shape you to a better man
When you come back home bro
I hope we can break bread again
I been going through a lot of things lately
And I'm just tryna find my way up out the dark
Ya feel me
And I'll be damnned if imma let a hard time change me (Won't change me)
I'm tryna find my way up out the dark
I know you gotta feel me
Feel me (Feel me)
Feel me (Feel me)
It's like I'm Looking in the daytime with a flashlight
Searching for purpose in a ocean full of great whites
Tryna come to grips with y'all missing but still it ain't right
Popping melatonin just to sleep straight through the whole night
I get up peek in y'all room and all i see is toys and moonlight
Im starving for the day I got yall here for more than two nights
I want y'all all to know that y'all perfect in daddy's eyesight
The Circumstances iffy but 20/20 is always hindsight
I hope one day you'll understand how much I love you
God is my witness I'm still breathing cuz ya
I expect nothing from ya
My best creation I think the world of ya
Id give my last breath if that I meant I get to keep the harm from ya
It frightens me to think I let you down
No I'm not perfect, but y'all still around
Yall gave me hope when none couldn't be found
Y'all make me proud to say I have a child
And Id do anything I can just to see y'all smile
I been going through a lot of things lately
And I'm just tryna find my way up out the dark
Ya feel me
And I'll be damnned if imma let a hard time change me (Won't change me)
I'm tryna find my way up out the dark
I know you gotta feel me
Feel me (Feel me)
Feel me (Feel me)