This my diary
My inner most thoughts
Stuff that people don't always want to talk about
It's the hustle
Dark and I'm all the way up, I still got things to work on
Why do I feel so awake, I'm so alive in my zone
Then I retreat and I sink in somehow I fall down to this darker place
I just wanna quit, I got all these bills, make it go all away
Another day seems so impossible
Snap out it, I'm winning, I gotta keep going
One thing can't stand is stagnance
Man, that's one thing that can't happen
It's been a year and you still right here, drive you to madness
Ain't no relax, not taking naps
I gotta escape it, I feel like I'm caged in, I gotta get outta the trap
I wasn't made to take orders
A bully, I'm long hair and gorgeous
They hate that in corporate
Don't wanna smile it's plastic, I'm acting
Still saying yes to the master
I want to be free, just to be me
Do what I want, live how I please
Hustle don't stop
'Til I live by my own clock, watch
Dark and I'm all the way up, I still got things to work on
Why do I feel so awake, I'm so alive in my zone
Then I retreat and I sink in somehow I fall down to this darker place
I just wanna quit, I got all these bills, make it go all away
Another day seems so impossible
Snap out it, I'm winning, I gotta keep going
Sorry if lately ain't heard from me
Not buying cars made in Germany
Those things no longer concerning me
Bank account looking like nursery
I'm trying to look like retirement
If want it maybe I'll buy it then
Confidence feel like I'm higher then
Fighting pain from my environment
Call it my ego but I always knew I was meant to be great
It's just a feeling and I feel it deep run through my veins
Everyone's special
Some people want average some people want extra
I'm just excited to live out my life it keeps getting better
Ya know
Dark and I'm all the way up, I still got things to work on
Why do I feel so awake, I'm so alive in my zone
Then I retreat and I sink in somehow I fall down to this darker place
I just wanna quit, I got all these bills, make it go all away
Another day seems so impossible
Snap out it, I'm winning, I gotta keep going
Dark and I'm all the way up, I still got things to work on
Why do I feel so awake, I'm so alive in my zone
Then I retreat and I sink in somehow I fall down to this darker place
I just wanna quit, I got all these bills, make it go all away
Another day seems so impossible
Snap out it, I'm winning, I gotta keep going
Snap out it, I'm winning, I gotta keep going