J Scoop - Gone Lyrics

And I pray
Hope you're doing okay
Man life's not the same
Me and mom been thinking about you everyday

And I know you're looking down on me
Most of all I just want you to be proud of me
Because you left so fast from me
All the memories coming back to me

And we been brothers since the first day
Another year I'm not with you on your birthday
Can't sleep I'm f*cked up I hate me
This year you're supposed to turn 18 bro

Remember everyday we would ball
Neighbors mad because we f*cking with their lawn
Nowadays every single summer I'm alone
If I had one wish it would be for you to come home

Damn, still can't imagine that you're gone
Now me and J always gotta mow the lawn
But I'm thankful for our days
And all the memories we made

Remember all those school nights playing Xbox
MLB you would always choose the Red Sox
BO2 stay popping with that red dot
But now you gone so I gotta play the robot damn

From you I learned so much
Now they all asking why I burn so much
Apparently I haven't learned enough
Because everyday I still ask why it hurt so much

I'm like damn, you the man
Like I told you Im gonna do it if I can
You always told me "dream big", well I am
Make it in the game, get paid, thats the plan

When I'm down I be thinking about the times
In your room staying up all night
Lying to mom when we fight
Being kids, having fun, no cares, living life

Like nerf guns aiming at your head
Bikes spray painted red
Gotta pack a lunch stay fed
Mom telling us to go to bed

I can't be in your room without crying
Haven't found myself but I'm trying
Stuck on the ground and you flying
Lock my door and get lost in words that I'm writing

At your funeral everybody came for you
I wish you heard the speech that I gave for you
I spent every summer every day with you
Laid back playing 2k with you

I'm like sigh, wish I had more time
They like "How you been?" I'm like "Fine"
Life's been pretty rough since you're gone
But we alright stay intact me and J stay strong

Like aye, we been doing okay
Me and dad don't talk not much to say
Really miss having you around
Most of all, I just wanna make you proud

When I'm down I be thinking about the times
In your room staying up all night
Lying to mom when we fight
Being kids, having fun, no cares, living life

Like nerf guns aiming at your head
Bikes spray painted red
Gotta pack a lunch stay fed
Mom telling us to go to bed damn