Sitting up late at night wondering where I went wrong
Realized that you were just playing the game and my dumb self was playing along
Still tryna comprehend why were you playing pretend
Especially knowing these feelings were strong
Good for me, Girl good for who
Playing me when honestly I should be playing you
Now that I see how you move
Now I know just what to do
I'm going hard like Lil Baby because you know I got something to prove
You changing like the leaves in the fall, I can't trust you at all
Now tell me what was it all for
You told me to embrace all my flaws
But tell me was that the cause of you
Switching Like the seasons
Used to think you were from above
Now my summer ain't walkin wit no love
Got me over here cryin wit no doves
Thought I was done shoppin but sho nuff
You paint pictures in my mind, Picasso
Reminding me we were supposed to build the big castle on the hill
Now I gotta fill
The void lingering in my soul looking for somethin real
This Falls weatherin
Like Dennis the Menace yea it's meddlin
But dang I love yo melanin
Feel like we going up hill I'm pedalin
Just made it out the snow then I fell again
The detail worth mentionin
When I'm with you I got all my innocence
Bae I'm praying that you really listenin
Blank spaces I need you fillin in
You changing like the leaves in the fall, I can't trust you at all
Now tell me what was it all for
You told me to embrace all my flaws
But tell me was that the cause of you
Switching like the seasons
You're not who you said you are
I healed your wounds but I walked away scarred
Never meant to get this far
And you were nothing but flames, but in my eyes you were a star