Look
I never thought that shit would end this way
But come to think about it, shit has always been this way
I mean
Eye to eye
We really never seen
But really I was blinded by potential wedding rings
And
I know the shit that you been through is leveling
And the promises you getting are becoming deafening
So
I tried to silence my words and let my actions speak
But then somebody sent you one of my infraction tweets
You tweet ya laughing emojis and then get back to me
You got an attitude
But never say why you mad at me
I gotta pry it out of you like a dentist appointment
You tell me that you hate talking because talking is pointless
So what the f*ck I'm supposed to do when expressing my feelings?
I'm writing songs about you but I guess you'll never listen
Not even for enjoyment
Relationship disjointed
Crazy the ones you love most turn to disappointments
You see
I hate to write about you
In this type of light
Because you special, wish I met you when the time was right
Because you perfect for me
My imperfections gleam
But when I'm with you, my confidence on full screen
And see you make me better, got me wanting more for me
Now that you here I'm reordering my priorities
My heart is genuine and can't afford forgery
But love's a dagger that pierces all of my arteries
But I make art with these
Shards of a broken heart
I got more memories of hurt than what'll make me smart
But I keep hoping and trying for better outcomes
Making the same mistakes and thinking how dumb
I gotta be, for feeling what I feel
Cause shawty
While you chillin, a Nigga head over heels
But
You say the picture that I'm painting isn't true
Congrats, you made the tape
It's Not Me, It's You