Face to face with myself
Playing the cards I been dealt
Putting my heart on the shelf
Lately been moving in stealth
In The Bellagio, I'm hitting the slots
Sipping Champagne, Hennessy on the rocks
Reminiscing, I'm punching the clock
I'm lost in the fog
It's all a mirage
I could feel the tension for a minute, I was silent
Locked myself away inside a dungeon on the Island
Now everybody asking about my whereabouts I'm private
Reestablished dominance, I realigned my confidence
They hate on the kid
I Said it, it is what it is
I been finding my peace through the drama
I can't change a opinion I quit
Any rumor about me a myth
Telling lies just to feel relevant
This life is a curse and a gift
And I'm still navigating it
Face to face with myself
Playing the cards I been dealt
Putting my heart on the shelf
Lately been moving in stealth
And out of everyone on earth
I saw your potential first
I've always known my worth
You never deserved me
You never deserved me
Nobody is coming to the rescue
I knew from the start I couldn't change you
After all the fairytales we've been through
Lost my beauty and it turned me to a beast
What a shame though
Almost gave up everything for you
Couldn't say no
I came to my senses just in time
Had to go ghost
Thinking I can turn you to a wife
I'm a psycho
But what the hell do I know at all?
Had me in the palm of your hand
Thought I had you cuffed
Guess things never go as planned
Enough is enough
Just know when push comes to shove
I had some real love for you
I could've died for you
Face to face with myself
Playing the cards I been dealt
Putting my heart on the shelf
Lately been moving in stealth
And out of everyone on earth
I saw your potential first
I've always known my worth
You never deserved me
You never deserved me