Jack Monster - Dear Jack (Letter to Myself) Lyrics

Dear Jack I know you're growing up
Lately everybody want a piece of what you got
Lately everybody tryna make you what you not
Tell me how you feeling I know that it's been a lot
You seen a lotta things and you been so under pressure
You don't see a failure as a blessing
You got a couple problems and I know that you been stressing
You been steady tryna rap
You been tryna send a message to your fans telling them you're not okay uh
Midnight Calling, always in the club you been Champagne popping
Phone always ringing cause they Midnight Calling
Don't nobody really understand how a young nigga feeling inside
Yeah
Ice skating I let that shit slide
I could do better if I died
I beat myself up everytime I have to lie saying that I'm really doing okay
Oh by the way, I ain really leaving TVA
I am an Assassin till I'm buried in the grave
Come against me and that's a grave mistake
Hard headed nigga but the heart too jelly
Feeling independent when I got my niggas wimme
Pay my respects to one of my dead homies
He the one that really understood me
Yeah!
Take me to a place that's safe enough for me to be
Let me tell you bout my story this my f*cking Eulogy
I been off I been gone, Falling in too deep
Lemme talk lemme talk lemme talk my shit yeah
I got a demon on my f*cking shoulder
I got a girl telling me to come over
Switch up the plan then I move to a different location
My nigga I just wanna start over
So many friends they pretending to care
Don't know when I'm f*cking lonely I been feeling hollow inside
That was my que uh!
Now a nigga gotta go
A lotta these niggas been actually fake
I don't trust nobody round here at all
They call you they brother
They envy the life that you living my nigga yeah they want it all
If I wasn't rapping would some y'all care
Would you be down or would you be there
Gimme my answer I'll be on my way
Cause I'm really mad and that's all I can say, that's all i can say