Jackintheway - I Wonder Lyrics

I wonder how you wait
I wonder how you wait
I wonder how you wait

I wonder how you wait
I wonder how you wait
I wonder how you wait
Mhmm

I'm swallowed by the reasons
And caught up in a race
If you show me your weakness
Then I could walk away
Did I forget the reasons
Or have I lost the place?
If I show all my weakness
Would they just turn the page?

I wonder how you wait
I wonder how you wait
I wonder how you wait
Mhmm

It was last week
I tried to tell you what I felt
Maybe it was silly
Maybe I was just feeling myself
I thought that you would listen
As long as it was clear I was committed
I thought myself in circles
Just to understand a feeling
"Was I lost?"
What a question that could be
So much of what I say feels like it means nothing to me
'Cause a truly honest life is silent
So what's the implication
Telling me to keep it quiet
And frame myself inside the sights
Of folks in autopilot
I think I should go
"Would you wanna come back once you hit the road?"
I've been overthinking everything I shouldn't ever known
Then I try to push passed everything I want
Keep thinking about it
I remember saying "no no no
I need everything I've earned
This is not for show"
Ugh. What an empty statement
I'm ashamed to see myself among that group of faces
This ain't fun

I'm swallowed by the reasons
And caught up in a race
If you show me your weakness
Then I could walk away
Did I forget the reasons
Or have I lost the place?
If I show all my weakness
Would they just turn the page?

I wonder how you wait
I wonder how you wait
I wonder how you wait

I wonder how you wait
I wonder how you wait
I wonder how you wait