I captured you on camera
You cannot beat my stamina
You should know better than me
Better than me that
I battle for your innocence
You cannot keep your dissonance
You should know better than me
Better than me that
If you try to escape
If you run away
You leave trails of pain
And they follow you, following me, yeah
If you try to escape
If you run away
When you feel your pain
You can count on me, count on me, yeah
Dammit I cannot see my screen
So I go back to my fever dream
Go back to my basement to watch a movie And maybe use some weed
Vibrant colors are bursting out of words That I just put to the page
Longing for all that saturation Even if it's always human made
Reaching out for Feivel Like I'm a Christian with the Bible
I just get lost in all the dualistic ways To keep ego survival
See us applaud assassinations,
I shake my head in fascination
The pain is wrapped and shot back into Our made up story of the matrix
Forget that the source of our issue Is an illusion at the heart of its core
I wish I could put it back into the bottle But even that's a facade to ignore
Contorting the vagal system and Making victim of the indestructible-shoo!
But if I swat you away you get enraged And make me out to be you
I just wanna tell us the Truth
But I can't tell it, we must see proof
Can't just smell it, we must eat too
Can't just yell it, we must be fused
Get rid of this separation through action Based in that higher power we tune
Ourselves to a different frequency
Simply with how we open up to this news
I captured you on camera
You cannot beat my stamina
You should know better than me
Better than me that
I battle for your innocence
You cannot keep your dissonance
You should know better than me
Better than me that
If you try to escape
If you run away
You leave trails of pain
And they follow you, following me, yeah
If you try to escape
If you run away
When you feel your pain
You can count on me, count on me, yeah
I'm a passionate man
Even depressed I get so entranced
Even a quest to be at my best
Can plant its seed while I'm asleep, damn
I just want to make some again to connect
But now it's an album, I'm impressed
Now it's about to be crowded
While I give power to all my parts to vent
I reflect the truth of this statement
In what we hear now this is me naked
No outfits to give me appeal
No past tense if I'm to be healed
Walking around in short shorts and sandals
Banging my head to beats that I handle
Applying to work a job that I'll sample
And raising my match to light a new candle
I am open to something new
I was frozen but now I'm through
Took that step and I jumped that fence
And I rushed back in to the Self I knew
Now I have nothing to prove
But I write and rap like I still do
I fought my past then we made a truce
I lost my pride and fear went poof!