Jackson Cathcart - if i. Lyrics

This is the storm after the calm
His flaws are tattooed on his arm
The brave are out-ruled by the wrong
Truly sick only missed when gone
Foolish thoughts running through my head
I thought the thoughts would've left me dead
But now i have a second chance
And all i know is i have to

And now it's 1 in morning
And i'm rolling down the window
All the voices in my head
Finally gotta let that thing go
And now it's 2 in the morning
And i'm sitting all alone
And im wondering in my head
If i should even let that thing go

If i set fire to
This place would you be okay
I have to let you go
I don't want things to change okay

I didn't think this was how things end
And my next turn is around the bend
I didn't want us to have to go
But if i do i want you to know
I loved every second there was with us
I never wanted more than just us
Despite the stares i'd never change
I'm sure talking to no one looks strange

And now it's 3 in the morning
And i finally need to let go
I've been avoiding it for so long
Cause it's so hard to let go
And now it's 4 in the morning
And onlookers stand around me
And look down in terror
Like they've never seen a body

If i set fire to myself
Would it be okay
I have to let it go
I know that things will change okay

Just trust me
Don't want you baby
I want to feel like the madness didn't change me
I want to feel like i know who you and i be
Honestly i'm feeling kinda better lately
See cause the glass cracks before it breaks
My phone screen f*cking shattered need a better place
Wish that i could back to that old time
Tell everyone id back man in no time
Tell me that id finally make it in the end
Cause back then i just wanted it to f*cking end
I need a better place
I need a better space
Will you help me find a better place
Will you help me find a better space
Will you help me find a better place