Jackson Reese - Take a Look Lyrics

I'm tryna do more than live and just die you know
Take a look at my life you'll see why you know
All the things in between living and dying, no
Those are the things that matter when you die and you're gone

Take a good look at my plight, picture me rollin outta control and
No breaks when you take flight, no controlling it, just gotta roll with it
Just gotta put up a fight, life is explosive, a lot of emotions
A lot of these monsters will bite
So don't be too golden, cause that's when your folding
I'm just spending my nights, drowning in thoughts of making it awesome
Yea extending my life, making a barter with death I'm no martyr
Can't do the minimum right? (Right)
Yes I'm a boss Man, tell myself often
Gotta keep thinking in spite, of the consequence, the consequence
Take a good look in my eyes, yea
If you go the distance, you'll see the mission
My dreams standing on by, yea
You can see the vision, plus it was written
I'm not telling no lies, nah, this shit different if you just listen
If you just listen, this shit is different,
I'm not telling no lies, it was written
My minds just hitting on drive, night time thinking, life is bitch man
Can't go the sleep until it dies
Like an ignition or more so an engine
Why am I feeling so alive, at the wrong time wrong reasons I'm trippin
Why am I feeling so deprived, at the same time life is such is a contradiction, yea yea

I'm tryna do more than live and just die you know (Die you know)
Take a look at my life you'll see why you know (Why, you'll know)
All the things in between living and dying, no (Dying, no)
Those are the things that matter when you die and you're gone (Yea yea, yea yea)
I'm tryna do more than live and just die alone (Die alone)
So much there to see I'd like to find it all (Find it all)
Many things, many things I gotta do before I'm dead and gone
(So I'm gon' just go do what I gotta do)

Take a good look and you'll see, lord of the leisure, passport feature
Making these visions so real (Real real real)
Paris for the week then, Netherlands we can
We can just book a good deal (Book it)
Away from the treason, switch up the seasons
I need more time to just heal
I need some more healing, for things I'm feeling
I Gotta throw up a good shield (Yea)
Cause lately I feel much less than I used to
That's not how I should feel (Nah)
But things will choose you though you don't choose too
Choose to forget and don't deal
But you gotta deal, clarity is the move dude
Gotta keep your head up in the field
Leveled up, leveled up is what I choose to
My fate really can't just be,
To live and die, exist and just die?
I mean really man trust me
If this is life then let me just lie
Let me just lie, let me just lie
Look at the sun, stare at the sky
Talk to the heavens, I get no reply
I must be so crazy to even just try
But I know there's more for me, yea
Out there, spread wings, fly
I've Seen so much more than the beach
In my little life, traveled many many miles
Many highs many lows I survived
Many times hanging over the fire
Every time never fold never cower
Take a good look man that takes power, that's real

I'm tryna do more than live and just die you know (Die you know)
Take a look at my life you'll see why you know (Why, you'll know)
All the things in between living and dying, no (Dying, no)
Those are the things that matter when you die and you're gone (Yea yea, yea yea)
I'm tryna do more than live and just die alone (Die alone)
So much there to see I'd like to find it all (Find it all)
Many things, many things I gotta do before I'm dead and gone
(So I'm gon' just go do what I gotta do)

Take a look way out there (Yea)
I've been waiting right there (Yea, yea)
I see dark I see fear (Yea)
Stay awake no nightmares (Yea, yea)
I miss my dad shed some tears (Yea)
Shed some tears I don't care (Yea, yea)
Miss my mom shed some tears (Yea)
Please remember I'm here (Yea, yea)
Please remember I'm here (Yea)
Oh how I miss you my dear (Yea, yea)
Look how the rain turns to tears (Yea)
Look how my pain turns to tears
Miss my dad shed some tears (Yea)
Down my face I don't care (Yea, yea)
Miss my mom shed some tears (Yea)
Please remember I'm here (Yea, yea)
Yea, yea yea
Yea, yea yea
Yea, yea yea
Yea, yea yea