Forever Video (MV)

200 in savings, transfer it over just to pay for this music
Life's moving real quick, and it ain't quite click, if it did it'd be confusing
One day I'm depressed and the next I'm real hyped you can't track my movements
I talk way too much and that's probably why I'm still viewed as a nuisance
But, I'm done with that
I lost every single one of the f*cks I had
Don't fill my cup like that, no buzz like that
I would rather not end up drunk like dad
F*cked up like that, I was like that
Thank God I didn't have a chance to bump like that
Got luck like that, blessed up like that
But now in some ways I'm f*cked up like, bad
Lots of regrets, some things in my life that I wish I could take back
Arguing with mother she didn't do nothing was her that I came at
I got a real good shot, but my problems I have I guess I can not aim at
My dad is a drunk and he's really f*cked up so I guess I'll just blame that
But that was the past, now onto the future, which is ten times harder
These days are really hard, but, it all got better when I saw her
Friends are gonna notice that, all I care about is that I got her
If we're all a team, then, why'd you take us off the f*ckin roster?

Baby, I know everything is hard right now
But I put it on us being honest I know we're gonna make it through
Not many listen to our cry out
Global name in a little bit, but right now they're just saying, "Who?"
Expressing my pain with every letter
Leaving isn't an option, I'll never ever let her
I promise one day, everything will be perfect
And we'll be together forever

And now we got a kid in our hands, mama said she wouldn't support it
You won't make shit off those songs, that you said you recorded
You're barely living right now how the f*ck do you think you could ever afford it?
But it's my f*cking creation, don't even start to try to tell me to abort it
Get the f*ck off of us
It's my family, goddammit, he's all for us
Don't act lost for us, or even soft for us
To even think this could happen was wrong of us, 'cause
We thought you were but you aren't
One loss of one turned into two broken hearts
So until we try again I'll be playing my part
I don't care where you are, kids you're forever ours
I won't be making shit for a few years so you're gonna have to support me
You don't understand that I care so much for all that you do for me
High school love so much it's more than anything they call it corny
But we'll prove them wrong we're not giving up that's how I know it's a sure thing
That's how I know it's a sure thing
I don't break a promise and I put that on Laurie
But what's putting it on her when you're all that's important
All that's important, yeah
Saving up emotions that we've been storing since
Last time we saw each other, it gets more intense
Now I tell you everything, used to be just for the pen

Baby, I know everything is hard right now
But I put it on us, being honest, I know we're gonna make it through
Not many listen to our cry out
Global name in a little bit, but right now they're just saying, "Who?"
Expressing my pain with every letter
Leaving isn't an option I'll never ever let her
I promise one day, everything will be perfect
And we'll be together forever

I had enough of this, I can't think straight
Only writing shit every six days
I miss you, and you miss me
So take the pain away and just kiss me, love
And don't hold back
Break down, lose it, I'ma give you all that
Get ready, all set
Lie down, fall flat
Take the pain out on you, f*ck it, don't fall back
If I know one thing, you're getting all that you deserve
We're too attached, that blessing is a curse
But I wouldn't let go of it, even if in me it brings out the worst
Everything will be okay, to get to better, you gotta go through the worse