Jada Nycole Ellise - Green Tea Lyrics

I've been in my head so much
I'm getting kind of dizzy
Overthinking this and that
The choices keep me busy
Running like olympics
Hope to stumble
Hella trippy
Mm
Guess that gene ain't miss me
Talking to myself
No psilocybin but I'm hazy
Been this way so long I'm convinced that I'm just crazy
Heard I could get help and I've been thinking bout it lately
Family say I need some Jesus
Say I'm being lazy
Friends just say I need to turn up
Stop crying like a baby
Cuz talking 'bout my issues is a no no
And looking strong is king
Swinging back and forth just like a pend'lum
Often thinking "am I just alive, not really living?"
Searching for the yellow bricks that lead me
To the answers of existence
Oh how my heart has stiffened
From words unwritten
Self-harming indecision
Inner division
Digging myself a grace no kidding
But it's just my normal day
Ancestors do my bidding
I need a fixing
My angels they be snitching
With no tongue bitten
So I stop and listen
To learn a better way
If you let this world will turn you bitter like a green tea
Wondering where you went wrong like momma and ya aunties
Carr'ing 'round those hand-me-down weights
'Cause if you let this world will turn you bitter like a green tea
Wondering where you went wrong like momma and ya aunties
Free your heart and don't delay
If I do the work for myself
Maybe we'll be free
If I do the work for myself maybe we'll be free
No more time for la di da
I've got to do the deed
Gotta find a way to get us some peace