Jade - I Don't Want To Lyrics

I don't want to ever lie again
To myself or anyone I love
I don't wanna fragmentize my presence into parts
I don't wanna feel the violence
Of my sudden unexpected rush
I don't wanna miss the sights for stepping in too far
Hmm hmm hmm
I don't wanna be above and
I don't wanna bear the poison
When I handle my voice to talk
I don't wanna be a lover
I don't wanna be a boyfriend
In fact, I don't wanna be a boy, at all
Hmm hmm hmm
I don't wanna keep the vision
That was blasted into both my eyes
And makes me look for things eyes shouldn't be looking for
I don't wanna keep sitting
All alone when I'm trying to hide
Whenever I feel like I shouldn't be a part
And I don't wanna say you even though it's all that I can think about
Hmm hmm hmm
I don't wanna surrender
My youth
I don't ever want me to be consumed by the misery
And I've never wanted to
Set rules
I don't wanna give me the same authority I see
And I don't wanna say you even though it's all that I can think about
But you know
What I want and what I don't
And you know
I don't want to
I don't want to
I don't want to
I don't want to
I don't want to
I don't want to
I don't want to
Cause there are no words for what I'm avoiding (I don't want to)
There are no words for the pain I want to flee (I don't want to)
And there are no words for what I want to be (I don't want to)
And there are no words I can call you peacefully (I don't want to)
There are no words that are free from agony (I don't want to)
I know once I'm wordless then I will be free (I don't want to)
I don't want to
I don't want to
I don't want to
I don't want to
I don't want to
I don't want to