dreaming? (feat. Proficient Prophet) Video (MV)

My teas gone cold, I'm wondering why
I got out of bed at all
Morning rain clouds up my window
And I can't see at all
Even if I could, it would all be gray
But your picture on my wall
It reminds me that it's not so bad

I've been dreaming, about the day I'm leaving
Maybe one day I can rid myself of all these demons, yeah
I've been seeing, like all these things I'm needing
They ask me why I'm changing, but I'm only changing seasons
I've been trying to find these things to tend to help me cope
But I ain't gon' find what I've been missing in a drink or smoke
So with all this pain I'm taking and you know I feel so broke
So it feels so hard, you know this world is cold

My teas gone cold, I'm wondering why
I got out of bed at all
Morning rain clouds up my window
And I can't see at all
Even if I could, it would all be gray
But your picture on my wall
It reminds me that it's not so bad

All I've ever wanted from this is to go diamond platinum
Always feared I'd be another dude who'd die from rapping
You know I talk my shit to you and my mind is spazzing
And if I kill for it, then it would be a crime of passion
Married to the game, there's no days off
Just ask my wife and kids, studio time means they get lost
And I hate all the cost, I f*cking hate what it's brought
But I love it too much, most days I wish my brain would just rot

My teas gone cold, I'm wondering why
I got out of bed at all
Morning rain clouds up my window
And I can't see at all
Even if I could, it would all be gray
But your picture on my wall
It reminds me that it's not so bad
It's not so bad