Jae - New Life Lyrics

Talking bout sides who what when and why
Everyone always says I'm fine
But if you look deep back in my life
You can clearly see that I'm not fine

Everybody always tell me I'm not worth it
Everyone always shows me I don't have
Purpose
Everyone always showing how you deserting
Looking back on everything I shouldn't gotten into
Yea I might have falling but look where I stand boo
Should've told me first before I looked like a statue

I just wanna move on to my new life
I see the difference but I know I just don't feel right
My head is foggy and I'm tryna see the clear side
I had it coming come escort me to my new life

Waiting for a change
Smoking for the pain
Relaxing for the cain
Get high and I am sane
Cocaine into the brain
She asked for this way
I'm back into space
I'm back into chains

Boo'd up we were trapping in and out of school yeah
Picked up in a rover look like Hollywood on fours yea
Didn't have no f*ck shit till you left me out on floors yea
Leave me all up for the grabs cuz I didn't have the blow
You think that money grow on trees bitch f*ck that
So you left out to dry so get the f*ck back
Im just trying stay clean but I'm a drug head
Realize that the drugs are good but imma rugrat
I don't wanna die young so get the f*ck away
I don't even want a job but I like getting paid
I just gotta keep going waste this life away
Tell me when its over cuz I'm waiting for this world to change

I just wanna move on to my new life
I see the difference but I know I just don't feel right
My head is foggy and I'm tryna see the clear side
I had it coming come escort me to my new life