Sleep Video (MV)

I take a hit of this I take a sip of that
It's safe to say that day to day I masquerade the pain
They ask me if there's something wrong and I just don't know what to say
A victim to my lonely brain can't accept the change
Please do not resuscitate if I go I just wanna die in peace
Living in a broken cycle don't know when or where my mind will go
Always feeling like a burden and I'm sorry but it's time I go
I wanna fall asleep
It's hard for me
To love
I wanna fall asleep
It's hard for me
To love
Look and I just wanna close my eyes and see the world no more
And I just wanna close my eyes and feel the pain no more
And I just wanna close my eyes and feel your touch
And I just wanna close my eyes and feel your love
But is that too much? Is that too much
Cause I would give up anything so I can feel the touch
I would give up anything if I knew it was us
I would give up anything if it meant me giving
I just don't know what to do no more
I'm sitting in an empty room knowing I am not okay
It's just hard for me to act a certain way
And I'm sorry that I can't explain
I wanna fall asleep
It's hard for me
To love
I wanna fall asleep
It's hard for me
To love