Love put a bullet through my brain like I'm Cobain
When I shoot my shot, I have no aim
Although I could make her say the Lord's name
She could never fall back in love, but it's okay
That's why I always have a dope day
I don't mean dope as in ''nice'' - I mean 'rotate'
Let it rotate - you can try to locate
Where a nigga's mind went - don't, cause it won't stay
It'll float ayye, up to the Lord's way
Then it will arrive in the sky to a closed gate
Man I'm locked out of heaven should I die
'Cause a part of me feels like it all is a lie...
Wait - lemme stop, put the jokes to a side
Got a goddess, a girl - I adore her with pride
I see God in her eyes - she's a miracle
But I'm scared - I'm a damned individual...
Scared I won't make it, just keep me
You've got the potential to kill me completely
So I cannot stand when you're distant - it kills me
I need you here, you're the reason I'm breathing...
Scared I won't make it, just keep me
You've got the potential to kill me completely
So I cannot stand when you're distant - it kills me
I need you here, you're the reason I'm breathing
I wonder if I left - would they smile that it's true?
Do not die if you can't be alive for me too
That's the God damn truth - suicide what I choose
'Cause I try to survive, but I try then I lose
It's a God damn shame - what's inside of my brain
Is if I die today - I'll say "hi" to Cobain
'Cause the truth is the music's an outlet for pain
I can't lie to myself - man this mind will not change
I try to refrain from the ways that I cope
I can't lie - I'm in love with the way that I float
Just a taste of that dope - and I'm gone for a minute
Let the Lord grab a hold of my soul for a minute
Let it fall straight...
Like the blood on suicidal notes
Man how you gonna cure a devil with a bible quote?
I'm sorry, do not try and force the Lord on me
Don't call me crazy, but he owes me an apology
'Cause I do not deserve this
Wish I had a clear wrist
Fascinated by the thought of death - I don't fear shit
While I'm losing mine - I can see you have a firm grip
I fall to the ground... it's absurd - watch my nerves split
I don't wanna regret it when I leave though...
Life's a bitch, go ahead and make her deep throat