Feel Video (MV)

I could be surrounded by a crowd
But the room is empty when you're not around
Tell me, would You sit with me in silence when your words fail?
Would You wish for me to heal when I turn pale?
Would You visit at my grave when I fall victim
To society, "like go ahead and fall with him"
See you're trying to be happy for the both of us
But I don't wanna keep another demon keep close to us
Therefore I gotta go
Cause there's a demon in my own soul
He flicks the switch until I'm stone cold
But your warm soul, got me feeling vulnerable
If I put my pride to the side, I'm in love with You
There'll never be another You, You touch me and I'm born again
Don't even believe in all that shit, but I adore You and
I want You to tell me that it's good or that it will be
I wanna live, I wanna feel free
Can You feel me?
You're at your loudest on your silent days
I stare in silence at You, I'm amazed
That in my dying days
There's no regrets because I found a way
To have You smiling for another day
I put the gun away
I avoid the blades, I don't wanna die no more
Maybe I'm just optimistic, what should I be crying for?
I don't wanna make it awkward, but you're gold to me
Pretty little flower without grip, you've got a hold on me
Swear I'm happy uncontrollably, it's new to me
Drinking less, I cannot explain just what You do to me
If it's ever over, best believe this shit'll ruin me
I still hope You read the eulogy
But for now it's You and me
Never felt like a drug like this, never got a high like this
Tell me all of this is real
Girl I swear You make me feel