Jaii.Reynolds - Triggered Lyrics

Whoa
I gotta take a step back
And self reflect
I can't lie
I been neglecting self
And I know
That's detrimental to the soul
Depression seems to have a hold
On me
OMG
I can't seem to reside
In my own damn mind
I'm running out of time
Just want to hide
Damn
The shit got me so twisted
This shit got me feeling wicked
Gah damn I seem so vicious now
I don't recognize myself no more
I can't seem to get a hold
Feel like I done lost my soul
Been trynna let it go
And gain all control
Like f*ck!

I been flying high for too long
I'm finna fall down (yea)
Damn
I wonder if it's gone make a sound
Do anybody even know that I'm not around
And I know this shit sounding so crazy
In my mind
But I can't seem to get a hold
I know this got me so twisted
And I feel like I'm gone fold
I just
I just
I just
(Yea, uh)

Whoa
I really need to step up
And stop living reckless
I really been disrespecting
This that I'm living hectic
I really need to count my blessings
I really need to get myself in check cause
I'm really mad at myself
It's my fault
Like damn
I really need to ask for help
If I need help
But I was taught to be
Independent living
Taught to
Figure it out on ya own
Taught to
Go to my room
Don't nobody want to hear you
Bitch & moan & complain
Cause we all going through it
And we all gotta figure out what to do
It's your life
You gotta pray to God
And hope he gone make it right
And change ya life
But damn
I need to talk to somebody in the physical form
Somebody who done been here before
Somebody who done made it through
And can tell me what to do or not do
Cause I been trynna figure this out on my own
And I don't think that I can do it no more
No

I been flying high for too long
I'm finna fall down
Damn
I wonder if it's gone make a sound
Do anybody even know that I'm not around