In a depressive state
How long will I feel this way
Is it forever, in my mind prisoner
Will I be okay
Will I ever be okay
And not someone that everyone hates
Will I ever be okay
I'm locking all the doors to my house
Lights off
No need to ever come around
You can take my number off your fridge
You'll never need it
Never need it
Not even to be saved for a rainy day
Oh, if I were you I'd forget I ever knew my name
Now you wanna call and say you're sorry
But you're not sure what for
Save your apologies
I can't take it anymore
In a depressive state
How long will I feel this way
Is it forever, in my mind prisoner
Will I be okay
Will I ever be okay
And not someone that everyone hates
Will I ever be okay
Who knows
Chicken or egg
I could've sworn I was happy before you left
I guess I could have been a bummer the whole time
In a depressive state
How long will I feel this way
Is it forever, in my mind prisoner
Will I be okay
Will I ever be okay
And not someone that everyone hates
Will I ever be okay
Will I ever be oh
Ah ah
Ah ah
Ah ah oh