Growth Video (MV)

So we really did it! Unbelievable
Of course I had to hit up my guy
(This Producer Franky Wahoo)
For the Outro

I woke up today and I was ready to explode
Had so much to say I had a raging episode
Circumstances, brought all the adversity
Missing my alarm I ran across the university
Really knew today that I would get my diagnosis
Come up with a treatment plan to give me all the hope but
I was too late, hold myself accountable
Storming out the office I had too many emotions
As I was outside friends were tellin' me to breathe
I still I got a session in to put my mind at ease
Walked back in, scared cause I didn't know
How it was gonna go but I knew I had control
I been facin' all my fears and never skipping therapy
Mentally, life is clear, now we got prosperity
Used to be a pessimist, now i'll be an optimist
Watch the flower blossom from the bottom of the bottomless
Pit of zero confidence, pit of zero competence
Poppin' Percs to feel emotions now I feel 'em naturally
Proving to myself that the Effexor ain't effective
Numbing every feeling eventually losing sanity
Went cold turkey, nothing's gonna hurt me
Pain from lack of serotonin's why i'm on the journey
I was off the meds for everyday I put the flows too
All the instrumentals now i'm so happy to show you

That I really am
I'm growing as a man and god damn
It feels so good to validate the truth
To show you i'm growing inside the booth
(Growth outside the booth)

Out my head and out my bed, living in the moment
People really said to me that everybody's noticed
How far that I've came since I hit rock bottom
Only celebrating every time I hit the bottle
Can't be depressed and isolated
Can't be depressed self medicatin'
So i'm obsessed with dedication
Showing you i'm blessed and an inspiration
Less and less records will be
Twenty four seven all about me
I just had to make it cause I was doubting me
Capabilities and I really could not see
Progression and the lessons that I passionately learned
Now i'm seeing blessings in my presence that I earned
Soon i'm turning twenty saying bye to adolescence
Yes I got your message now it's my impression

That I really am
I'm growing as a man and god damn
It feels so good to validate the truth
To show you i'm growing inside the booth
(Growth outside the booth)

Yeah
Finally!
The Album has came to a close!
And I just want to thank everybody who was a part of it
Everybody from the people inside of the sessions
Giving me constructive criticism
To the people outside of the sessions
Helping me grow as a person for the past year
Specifically I want to shout out Katie Abrahamowicz, David Oblinger
My therapist Dawn up north in Cleveland
All three of you guys!
I give you all the credit in the world for helping me grow as a person
(This producer Franky Wahoo)
Shout out to my psychiatrist and shout out to my neurologist
For continuing to believe in me
Shout out to my family my immediate and extended family
I love you all to death!
And we really made an album that nobody can take away from me
And there's nobody can take away this incredible accomplishment