Jalmik - New Chapter Lyrics

Life's upside down
But I never knew that it gets so very
Complicated
I'm holding down
Myself and every other chance to ever
Become ready
I know it now
After twenty-five years it shows a
Way too steady
Decline south
And never-ending trend that keeps on getting
Getting heavy
That's it, keep on chasing for that
Feeling of approval
Life is supposed to only be
Birth, wedding, and funerals
Do it by the book and be that
Dot in a system
Make it look like you can't see
Oh, that
Here I could be anything
Change this please, I'm holding down
More than I need and I beg
On my knees
(Help me make this, please)
In this race, in this place, I can only dream of something else to myself
(You won't have it, you won't have it)
Take a step out of bed, maybe you can think of something else to yourself
(You won't have it, you won't have it)
But it's all in your head
Will you fail it instead?
Is it all a mistake?
(All for nothing, all for nothing)
Just have to keep it in mind
When it feels like a grind
As cheesy as it sounds
You know deep, deep down that
Here I could be anything
Change this please, I'm holding down
More than I need and I beg
On my knees.
(Help me make this, please)
Here I could be anything
Change this please, I'm holding down
More than I need and I beg
On my knees