James Garcia - could have been Lyrics

I feel like I need to get some help
All I can think about is someone else
Never saving time for myself
When is it too late to get some help
Losing friends so fast I don't know what I'm doing wrong
Thinking about the past I can't forget unfinished songs
Do you care about me even when you know I'm hurt
Disc is on repeat inside my head it's all a blur
Of course I still love you
The way it will always be
You cut my heart open
But you make me feel complete
I wish I could see your face again
But I know that would hurt me in the end
I'm wishing for a miracle to happen
Too late to save me
They're laughing
Losing friends so fast I don't know what I'm doing wrong
Thinking about the past I can't forget unfinished songs
Do you care about me even when you know I'm hurt
Disc is on repeat inside my head it's all a blur
Of course I still love you
The way it will always be
You cut my heart open
But you make me feel complete
And I know that I can't handle a relationship at all
But who will help me when I'm bout to fall
Brain filled with darkness
And it's starting to hurt
The only way to save me is to end it all
We could have been
Driving on the freeway
Living another life
Running across the beach in the summer
Crying as the waves go by
Watching a movie at the drive-in nearby
Find a shooting star
Smiling more as we're getting older
Even when we're far apart